sorry if i said too much. separation is healthy nonetheless. i feel so sucked in by them at times(though its for my good sake). but i really can't get committed to one thing. i tried, and failed then try again and failed more terribly. i'm just so bad at prioritising and making empty promises blah blah blah. christmas round the corner, i'd better pick up my feelings. and this christmas gonna be different and awesome. i'm not going to countdown in town this year, gonna have it in an event in parkview square. fingers crossed hard this time, no nostalgia please. okay. ive suppressed all these negative feelings i promised myself almost a year ago until its practically equivalent to zilch now. okay, i lied. almost then.